HEY GIRLIE; HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEET ANGEL! WOW 15, I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING THE BEST BIRTHDAY HEAVEN CAN HAVE. HOPE THERES LOTS OF RAINBOWS, KITTIES, & PANCAKE A MILE HIGH WITH EXTRA BUTTER! IT STILL SO HARD TO BELIEVE YOU ARE NOT WITH US ANYMORE, YOU ARE MISSED SO MUCH, & THE LOVE WE ALL HAD FOR YOU IS NOT LESSENED NOT ONE BIT!! YOU WERE & STILL ARE THE LITTLE GIRL ME & UNCLE JOHNNY NEVER HAD; & NOTHING IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD WILL EVER CHANGE THAT. I WAS REMEMBERING YOU TELLING TONY ON YOUR 4th B-DAY (I BELIEVE THAT WAS IT) "NO TONY IT'S MY BIRDAY!' AND IT BRING SUCH A SMILE TO MY FACE. I REMEMBER ALL THE CUTE LITTLE THINGS YOU DID TO STEAL OUR HEART. I AM SO HONORED TO HAVE KNOWN YOU & HAVE ALL THE SPECIAL MOMENTS WITH YOU. I WISH SO VERY MUCH TO HAVE BEEN ABLE TO MAKE YOU A BIRTHDAY CAKE, OR HAD JUST ONE MORE BIRTHDAY PARTY WITH YOU! BUT I THINK OF YOU DAILY, & JUST REMEMBER THEM PRETTY BLUE EYE, ALWAYS SMILING BACK AT ME, & EVERYONE. YOU COULD LIGHT A ROOM! I WANDER IF YOU KNOW JUST HOW MUCH YOU ARE LIVED & MISSED! COME SEE US ANYTIME IN OUR DREAMS, WATCH OVER US JESS, YOUR STILL MY GOOD ANGEL THAT SITS ON MY RIGHT SHOULDER; SAYING "STEPHIE CANT YOU SAY THANK YOU" HAHA! SEE I REMEMBER. TONY STILL REMINDS ME HOW YOU MADE BETTER CUPCAKES THAN ME, I'LL NEVER LIVE THAT DOWN. WATCH OVER MAMMA, DAD, & YOUR CUTE LITTLE BROTHER, TONY COULD A SWIFT KICK IN THE BUTT FROM YOU EVERY NOW & THEN. HE LOVES YOU JESS, & I'M SURE HE ALWAYS WILL. YOU TWO SHOULD BE GETTING DRIVING PERMITS NOW, & IN SCHOOL TOGETHER. I HATATE IT FOR BOTH OF YOU IT ISNT LIKE THAT. I JUST HOPE HEAVEN IS ALL IT'S CRACKED UP TO BE, & EVERY THING WE TOLD YOU IT WAS. WELL ANYWAY MY SWEET, JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW WE DIDNT & WILL NEVER FORGET YOU OR YOUR BIRTHDAY. LOTS OF HUGS & KISSES! WITH ALL MY LOVE FOREVER JESS- AUNT STEPHIE
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY JESSICA !!! we all love you !!!
Happy Birthday Ca-Ca / Lacee Hess (Cousin)
Happy Birthday sweet Angel, I miss you so badly, I wish you were here. You would have been getting your drivers permit and I remember when I had that last birthday and it just isn't fair that you don't get that birthday. I miss all of the things we use to do together and all of those fun summer trips to the lake with Grandma and Grandpa we had, we dont go on those trips anymore and we havnt since you were gone and Im glad because with out you there at night I wouldn't have anyone who would know how to play the "restaurant" game like me an you knew how to play. I love you so much and I miss you with my whole heart! Love you, Ca-Ca Close
I miss you. / Brittany LaZear (Friend)
Happy Birthday sweet Jess! I can't believe you'd be 15 today. I miss you Jess, everyday. You were a great, fun, and sweet friend. I still remember all the fun things we did together. Swim, play on the tire swing, ride our go carts, go on bike rides, and chase boys. We would always laugh and have a good time together. I'll never forget you, I don't think anybody could. Please watch over me Jess, which I'm sure you are, and I'll meet you again one day in heaven. You deserve nothing more than to be there. I love you Jess!!
Happy Birthday Jessica / Denise Kneale (connected by angels ) Happy Birthday Jessica, have a great day in heaven dancing with the angels. Stay close to your dear family, so they may feel the peace you now feel. Love and Blessings Denise mum to James: http://james-kneale.memory-of.comClose
hey big girl....it is hard to believe that you would be turning 15...just doesn't seem fair....we would have loved to have you right down the road from us....i can just imagine the things you and corey would get into....he loves you so much....we all do....and miss you more than words can say....none of us can begin to imagine the pain your mom carries in her heart....at night i lay by chandler and the tears over him flow because my heart is so full for him and hurts for him....i am so thankful just to have him....even with the disabilities....i think of you and of your mom....i see you in her eyes....just don't know what to say to make the pain go away....nothing could ever do that.... we wish you were here....and love you so.....happy birthday..... love, aunt sheila
Happy Birthday my sweetnes! / MAMA XOXOXO (MOTHER)Read >>
Happy Birthday my sweetnes! / MAMA XOXOXO (MOTHER)
Well here we are, another birthday without you. It is still so hard to believe that you are gone! This year would be so exciting for you. Turning 15! Driving permit! Sophmore in highschool! I drive down the roads and see cars for sale and try to pick ones that I know you would be asking for. This sucks soooo bad! I miss you terribly everyday! Your baby brother keeps me so busy and keeps my mind sane, but the thoughts of missing you are there 24/7. I hope the you and all the angels in heaven are dancin and eating reeces peanut butter cups! Luv and hugs baby girla! mama
hey sunshine! / MAMA XOXOXOXO (MOTHER)
Been a while since I have written to you. Had a dream of you last night. I hated waking up!! I miss you terribly!! Stopped by your Dad's on Saturday and went into your room. WOW was that hard. Had not been there in a while. I took somethings over there that your Dad had bought you, so I thought it would be nice to have them in your room there. Your softball bat was on the bed, I lost it. You are so missed Jess. You can't even begin to imagine how hard it is here without you. I never wish you back here to suffer from your brain tumore, but I wish you back here healthy! I wish I could see you hold your baby brother just once. He is getting soooo big! Keep the heavens shining on us and know that I love you whole big bunches! More than you'll ever know! Close
Sending loving thoughts on Mother's Day / Jane Speidel, Mom Of Adam Waymire (son is Jessica's angel friend )Read >>
Sending loving thoughts on Mother's Day / Jane Speidel, Mom Of Adam Waymire (son is Jessica's angel friend ) Close
A Mother's Day wish / Angel Mom To Jessica Ferrara Read >>
A Mother's Day wish / Angel Mom To Jessica Ferrara May you feel Jess close by your side as this special day comes your way
I wish you a gentle day filled with loving memories Close
Thinking of you all. / Jessica Hobbs (Friend in Faith.. )
I know this is something hard that everyone has to face. I lost a friend of mine a little over a year and a half ago.. and I couldn't imagine losing someone close to me like one of my sisters. I am just 17 years old & its so hard to lose someone.
>>>to the family: I want you to know that I am thinking about you all & your in my prayers! God Bless You! Close
Thinking of Jessica/family / Donna Mother Of Christina Ann Valle (one mom to another mom )Read >>
Thinking of Jessica/family / Donna Mother Of Christina Ann Valle (one mom to another mom ) Those we love remain with us, For love lives on. And cherished memories never fade, Because a loved one's gone …
Those we love can never be More than a thought apart, For as long as there is memory, They'll live on in the heart.
Jessica.../ Lacee Hess (Cousin) Heyy Jess, It seems forever since I've seen you, I miss you so badly. My mom bought me a ring while she was in Cancun and it has a purple stone in it, Its suppose to remind me of her but It reminds me of you, your'e always on my mind....I'll never forget you! I just keep re-playing everything we ever did together because I never want to forget anything of you. Its still hard to know your gone, and how you were so young. You had your whole life ahead of you....It makes me so angry because out of everyone I have ever met in my whole life....none of them ever could have been as bright as you. As soon as one person said something bad about another you backed that person 100% and stood up for them, you brightened everyones day. Just the other day my little brother was playing school with his cousin Kyley...and it hit me, I remember we would sit in your dads living room and play school for hours...or bank which ever one we wanted. You were always the principal and I was the teacher and you always had tp yell at the kids because they were bad haha:)! My favorite memory of us was when we were pretty little...we were riding that old go-cart that always broke down...and we drove it down the street and we got a little too far so we turned around in that old ladies yard and she came outside with a bat and yelled at us.....we always laughed about that story haha....well I just want you to know that I miss you with my whole heart and not a secong goes by where I dont think about you! I love you Ca-Ca!Close
What a beautiful daughter. / JoBeth Fitzpatrick (Angel mom to Sara )Read >>
What a beautiful daughter. / JoBeth Fitzpatrick (Angel mom to Sara )
I am so sorry for the loss of Jessica. My Sara died two months before Jess. I know my Sara was there waiting for Jessica. Sara was a shinning star and loved to make friends. Jessica is not alone.
hurting/ Mama XOXOXO
hey there baby girl! some rough times have hit me hard this week. i know you are watching from up above and probably so mad at me, but i can't help it! i am missin you so badly. i just don't understand how the heavens could take you away from all of us. why did that tumor have to come back? why didn't the chemo continue to work? i will never have these answers and that is so frustrating. i love you and cherish every single second i had with you. i look back at pictures of you smiling and just wonder why this awesome person had to leave us. you touched the hearts of so many and it shows on this website. i love you and miss you whole big bunches! mama Close