i miss you / Wade Fornachon (good friend )
jess, i still miss you so much, and so does everyone else. ill never forget you and i find it so hard to walk around school and not see your smile but the memory of it still floods my mind. its been almost 2 years but i still feel like i was just talking to you last week. we had so many good memories like bowling and all the hours we spent together at school, i would give anything just to go bowling with you or have a class with you again...i just miss you so much...ill never forget you jessica hess, i never will.
Ca-Ca/ Lacee Hess (Cousin) Jessica, I didn't make it on christmas, too you're site Im sorry, and I haven't forgot about you! Lately things have been pretty messed up. My mom is sick and they don't know whats wrong and they think it is something with her brain. Everday I fear everything that could possibly happen to all the people I love and I think arn't things bad enough already that you arn't hear, you were too young to pass away, and now my mom?! Life is hard, and I hate it sometimes because I miss you more than anything in this whole world, I don't understand anything any more. People take a lot for granted and you really don't know what you have until it's gone. I just wish I would have been there for you more, I know I wasn't there and I was mean sometimes, and regret all of it, but I do remember the good times too, it's just really hard for me to cope with death. It seems like a lot is going down hill lately. My mom got sick during Grandpa's funeral, and we thougt it was just the flu or something, but the other day she wrecked the car, shes fine but she had about 3 seizures in 10 minutes and the dont know whats wrong yet. They are doing an EEG tommorow and Im praying to you Jess, I hope shes okay! I dont know what I would do with out her. She's my life, she's the only parent I have! I know you'll look down on her! I think she'll be okay I have faith, but I keep re-thinking of how I handled everything when you were sick, and I remember telling myself shes okay I know she is, shes strong she'll make it through again, and when you didnt It killed me to know that all along we were slowly losing you. I guess what Im trying to say is that, everyday from here on out from the time you passed till the day I die I wont take life for granted. I love you Jess, tell grandpa i said hi and that I love and miss him!! I'll love you always!! Ca-CaClose
JESSICA AND FAMILY / Debbie Wengert (Kevin Wengert's Mom )Read >>
JESSICA AND FAMILY / Debbie Wengert (Kevin Wengert's Mom )
Missin u! / Mama
good morning my sweets! I am sorry I did not make it to your website on Christmas. This is just too hard for me anymore. I talk to you so much all the time, I don't feel I need to visist here as much. It almost makes me hurt even more when I read how much people miss you. Christmas was not the same, as I knew it wouldn't be. Please be with your dad right now, he is having a rough time as you know this already. you and Grandpa Jim need to let him know you both are ok.
Ca Ca / Lacee Hess (Cousin)
Jess, on Tuesday we had the funeral for grandpa. I miss him a lot. I never really got to know him that much, now I wish I would have called him more offen, but I know thats what happens when you lose someone, you think about all of the things you should have done. Its hard because it feels like I have lost the whole family ever since you went. You really held the family together. On Monday Lindsey and I, we got to bond a little bit. It was nice, I think me and Lindsey will be closer now. We stayed up really late talking about how much we miss you and that you won't ever leave our hearts, not even for a split second. I saw your beautiful stone! It killed me to see that, I havn't been able to go there for a while. Your mom and Stephanie decorated your stone soo cute! I know your mom misses you a lot. and I do 2! I wont ever understand this world, because they took someone very special too a lot of people from them at too young of an age. It isnt fair! Well christmas is coming up, Im not looking forward to it, Its not the same with out you. Ill be sure to bring you up in every conversation I have, send your mom hugs and kisses, and watch over her! I know you always do! I love you sweet angel! You'll be in my heart forever! Tell Gramps I said hello, and that I love him with my whole heart! Love you CaCa Close
Today../ Lacee Hess (Cousin)
Jess, Today one very special person is coming to visit you!! Gramps is probably already there!! That lucky old man gets to see a very special person today..YOU! He missed you a lot..I know that because when I would talk to him he would get all teary eyed..give him lots of hugs and kisses for me Jess. I miss you both with my whole heart! I can't believe he is gone, but now he doesnt have to suffer any more. You both can talk and hang out. You can both work on all of those coin maps. (haha)! I never really got around to making sure I had all of that stuff, but I have decided that today and from here on out I'm going to definetly make sure I get all of the coins....some times people take a lot for granted...me especially....you never really know what ya got till its gone, but make sure you tell Gramps that I promise I will complete his map! I love you both hugs and kisses!! Love You Ca-Ca!! Close
hello my sweet baby girl! We are slowly coming upon another Christmas without you. It hurts just as bad to not have you here. Why I thought this year would be any smoother is beyond me. I miss you so damn much!! Mike and I went to get our Christmas tree with baby Mikey and I just feel empty. I hate feeling this way, because I feel like a terrible mom. I should be so happy and blessed to have this 1st Christmas with your baby brother, and believe me, I am! But, I feel so empty inside. For some reason tonight the tears just keep flowing. I can't help it, I miss you so much. I feel so alone like no one else knows how I feel. I try so hard to dream about you, and when I do, I can't see you, it is weird, I know you are in the dream, but I can never see your face. I just want to hold you and hear you laugh and to hear you tell me that you love me whole big bunches! I know that it would be so selfish to wish you back here to suffer with that stupid tumor, I know you are dancing in the heavens and are cured and hurt no more. But, you are very much missed down here, and when I get to those heavens, you better be ready for the biggest hugs and kisses EVER! Thinking of you always and forever baby! mama
Ca-Ca/ Lacee Hess (Cousin) Hey Jess, I miss you so much. The holidays are the worst. This year i didn't go to the family Thanksgiving, they aren't the same with you not there. It's bad to say but I only had joy in going if you were there. Sometimes I look to the sky and pray to you, and tell you how much I love you but I wish I could tell you in person some how. I miss you so much, girly. I love you! Close
HAPPY THANKSGIVING MY ANGEL BESSIE! / AUNT STEPHIE (GODMOTHER)Read >>
HAPPY THANKSGIVING MY ANGEL BESSIE! / AUNT STEPHIE (GODMOTHER)
IT'S THANKSGIVING MORNING, THOUGHT I WOULD SAY HELLO TO YOU. THE HOILDAYS ARE HARD ON ALL OF US WITHOUT YOU HERE. MAMA'S IS HAVING A REAL HARD TIME NOW. WATCH OVER HER JESS, GO TO HER IN HER DREAMS ARE HOWEVER ANGELS DO THAT. SHE MISS'S YOU DEARLY. SHE PUTS ON A GOOD FRONT, BUT I JNOW HER, & HEAR IT IN HER VOICE. LITTLE BROTHER IS IN A WHINNY STAGE, & I THINK HE'S A BITTER SWEET THING FOR HER. YOU ALWAYS WANTED A LITTLE BROTHER, AND NOW YOU HAVE ONE AND CANT HOLD HIM OR PLAY WITH HIM, IT EATS MOM UP INSIDE. BUT KNOW JESS SHE WILL ALWAYS KEEP HER PROMISES TO YOU. SHE'S AS HAPPY AS SHE CAN BE. TONY MISS'S YOU DEARLY TO, I DONT KNOW HOW TO EVER MAKE THAT PAIN BETTER FOR HIM. I UNDERSTAND HIS PAIN, BUT CANT HELP HIM THOUGH IT. WATCH OVER HIM TOO JESS. HIM AND MAMA NEED IT THE MOST. UNCLE JOHNNY'S LOOKING OVER MY SHOULDER. YOUR HIS TRUE 1 AND ONLY LITTLE GIRL. TILL WE MEET AGAIN ANGEL! VISIT ANYTIME. YOUR SMILE AND PRETTY BLUE EYES I REMEMBER DAILY. BECAUSE I TOO LOVE YOU JUST LIKE YOU WERE MY OWN CHILD. ITS STILL SO HARD TO BELIEVE YOUR GONE JESS, LIKE I'M IN A REAL BAD DREAM. HOPE TO SEE YOU AGAIN, I SOO MISS YOUR LAUGH, SMILE ; JUST MISS YOU IN GENERAL. LIFE DONT SEEM RIGHT WITHOUT YOU HERE TOO. HAPPY TURKEY DAY ANGEL. XOXOXOOXXOOXOOXOOXOXOXOXOOOOXOXOXOXOOXOOOXOXOO LOVE YOU FOREVER- AUNTIE STEPHIE Close
my sweet baby girl / Mama Xoxoxoxoxoxo
Once again, I am sitting in this quiet house, baby brother asleep, step-dad Mike at work and me..missing my baby girl soooo badly. Just once, I long to see you holding your baby brother, laughing with Bailey about boys, it hurts so much, Jess. I know it was your time to go and I know Jesus had a plan for you, but it does not take away my pain. If I could have one wish, it would be to see you again, even if it was jus for a moment in the heavens and you did not know I was there, just to see you healthy, blue eyes glistening like fresh fallen snow in the sunlight. I do not wish you back here suffering, please know this.....I just don't understand these things, never will I guess. You touched so many people, and they, too, miss you so very badly. Tony is having such a hard time in school, please be with him. I love you J! I promised you before Jesus took your hand to be strong and go on with life, it is so very hard to keep this promise, but I do, and I will till I see you again! Please be with us all during these upcoming holidays and always watch over your little sister and baby brother. They need you to guide them Kisses and hugs to you! keep shining in heaven! mama Close
I Miss You Jess / Krystal Robertson (Best Friend )Read >>
I Miss You Jess / Krystal Robertson (Best Friend )
I miss Jessica so much. I will never forget her, she was one of my best friends. I talked to her everyday and always reminded her how much i loved her. She will always have a place in my heart. When ever i found out she was dead i couldn't quit crying, and at the eighth grade dance last year when they showed the memories DVD i couldn't quit crying. I just felt so bad when i heard she was gone and i remember thinking she was to young to die she didn't deserve this. I just wish that Jessica was still here with me because she was one of my best friends and her death was very hard for me to deal with and i miss her very much. I just wanted to say that she will always be in my heart, she is deeply missed, and i hope one day to see her again in heaven. Close
my sweet sunshine / Mama
hello sunshine! Well, we are 3 days away from the wedding. I miss you everyday, but lately, it has been harder to get thru the days without you. I think of what fun we would of been having planning and shopping for this wedding. Your baby brother is getting so big! Sometimes I see him looking off into the air (I think he is looking at you) and he just smiles and talks and I know that you are there. I miss you so much Jessica! It hurts so bad. For once in my life, I am so very happy...I am marrying my school sweetie that I have always wanted to marry from the age of 15. I have gained a wonderful daughter....a healthy baby boy, but with all of this, the simple fact is..you are NOT here, physically. Please let me know you are with me on Saturday, that would mean so much to me!!! I love you baby girl...always and forever! mama xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Close
Good morning / Angel Mom To Jessica Ferrara (moms friend )Read >>
Good morning / Angel Mom To Jessica Ferrara (moms friend ) Good morning Jess. I hope you and Jessie are having a great time in heaven together. Send mommy your love and let her know you are close by.
Jess, We are getting ready to go back to school now. Its really hard with out you hear. I try to remember all of the things we did together....the short relationship that we had. I just want you 2 know that you mean so much to me in my life... you make me stronger....I look up to you evday...and pray that I will be as strong as you are. O Jess I miss you soo badly, I hate knowing that you're not here. I hate it soo much. I wish I could see you again more than anything in the world. If I could do one thing over in my life it would be spending more time with you! I wish I would have been a million times closer to you than we were before you became an angel!! Itsubearable to think about what you went through, I just want you to know that you will never ever be forgotten. Im soo sorry Jess you had to go through all of that....I miss you and your big beautiful blue eyes, and your wonderful smile and laugh. I try and remeber our whole life together and everything we did together becauase I never want to forget it. I always think I could have done something more to save your precious life,,but I feel I didnt and i will regret it my entire life no matter what anyone says. I will hang a picture in my locker of you,, and decorate it with purple colors and tons and tons of cats (he-he). I love you Jessica Marie! Dont ever forget it! you will never be forgotten,, you will live on through our hearts! Ca-Ca
love to you / Geeter (Friend)
Jessica. you are still the light of my life, it is totally hard to believe you left earth a year ago, it stills seems to me you are still here, I have learned thru the website, you are a big sister now, I pray for you and your mom every night...Lots of hugs and kisses to you both, along with Big Mike and Bailey. Talk to me at night, would love to hear from you. Love to a ll of you always. Elaine. I love you! Close
It's been a year now and I miss you soo badly. I'm sure you're having a great time in heaven. Everyone miss's you soo terribly, this day is rainy which it should be its a nasty day. I love you soo much, nothing is the same with you gone. The family isnt the same thats for sure...every holiday we all talk about you and how much we wish you were here.....but i know deep down in my heart your still with us. I can feel the warmth of your sweet laugh if I close my eyes. I miss you, and love you soo much, dont ever forget it! I luv you sweet Angel! Ca-Ca
Your 1st angel date / Jessica Ferrara's Mom Tracey Read >>
Your 1st angel date / Jessica Ferrara's Mom Tracey
Sweet angel Jess. May your 1st angel date in heaven be a special and as wonderful as you are. Send your mommy lots and lots of love today. She misses and needs you so much. You are loved, missed and remembered forever sweetie.
1ST YR STILL MISSING YOU! / AUNT STEPHIE (GODMOTHER)
JESSICA- CANT BELIEVE ITS BEEN A YEAR ALREADY, ME & UNCLE JOHNNY, TONY, &MATTHEW SURE MISS YOU! HOPE YOUR HAVING A GOOD TIME IN HEAVEN, WITH ALL THE GAMES & RIDES; JUST LIKE WE PROMISED. I SURE MISS THAT SMILE, & THEM BEAUTIFUL BLUE EYES. BUT IF I CLOSE MY EYES I CAN SEE THEM. I TRY NOT TO BE SAD, I WANT TO BE HAPPY ABOUT OUR TIME TOGETHER,BUT GOD I MISS YOU, EVERYONE DOES! ITS JUST NOT THE SAME. YOUR A BIG SISTER NOW, I KNOW YOU ALREADY KNOW. AND I GOT A TATOO OF A DRAGONFLY ON MY SHOULD, THIS WAY I WILL HAVE YOU ON MY SHOULD FOREVER. I LOVE YOU JESS, I NEVER FORGET YOU & HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME. LOTS OF HUGS & KISSES = ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE, AUNT STEPHIE
Sweet angel Jessica, I am thinking of you on your 1st Angel Date in Heaven on Monday July 10th. God Bless you and God Bless your family who love and miss you so much, my prayers are with them. Sending hugs to Heaven for you, Gina, Wesleys mum xx Close
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Just once, I long to see you holding your baby brother, laughing with Bailey about boys, it hurts so much, Jess. I know it was your time to go and I know Jesus had a plan for you, but it does not take away my pain. If I could have one wish, it would be to see you again, even if it was jus for a moment in the heavens and you did not know I was there, just to see you healthy, blue eyes glistening like fresh fallen snow in the sunlight. I do not wish you back here suffering, please know this.....I just don't understand these things, never will I guess. You touched so many people, and they, too, miss you so very badly. Tony is having such a hard time in school, please be with him. I love you J! I promised you before Jesus took your hand to be strong and go on with life, it is so very hard to keep this promise, but I do, and I will till I see you again! Please be with us all during these upcoming holidays and always watch over your little sister and baby brother. They need you to guide them 
Kisses and hugs to you! keep shining in heaven!
Good morning Jess. I hope you and Jessie are having a great time in heaven together. Send mommy your love and let her know you are close by. 
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